Gone But Never Forgotten

It is 8 months since my son died.It is no easier today than it was the day he died.I still get up thinking about him,and fall asleep thinking about him.September 25,1998 I married Bill.Joey would have loved the wedding.We could feel his presence there, I hope he is happy for me.On October 29,1998, while my husband and I were not at home, Our apartment went up in flames, destroying almost everything we owned,and killing our beloved Blue Front Amazon Parrot, Billy.My heart was broken yet again.How much can a person take in one 3 month span.Well life does go on,although now I feel like I have lost two children, now.The pain is now double what it was.Billy was instrumental in helping me to cope with Joey's tragic death. He helped to take away some of the loneliness.Now even he is gone.I sometimes think they are together,along with my late husband, and happy.I hope they are.I have some pictures I found of the two of them. They are different than the ones I have put up before.

We were so proud of him when he graduated high school
Class Valedictorian

Joey loved wrestling!
Most especially Hulk Hogan

My beautiful baby at 4 months old

Stacy,4 months,John,30 months,Joey 18 months

Billy loved to play.
This was him playing with his Dad

He Loved eating chocoalte Yogurt off a spoon

He had a thing about my friend Joy's Hair *grin*

I made an award out of his picture

A beautiful Poem for Joey and Billy

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